大丈夫だよ！...

I'm not trying to sound like a over reacting Otaku, but here I am typing this post at 5AM without getting any sleep.

I really don't know why, but after rewatching the first episode of Toradora and seeing the last two episodes of Toradora, 24 and 25 ... well make that the whole entire series once more and it makes me think, it really has a good lesson and small little subtle messages you can take through your own life. I cried, I cried alot just rewatching the episodes.

Am I weak for crying at these hand drawn drama shows? I think that to myself, but mentally I am a weak person. I try to hide things I don't usually want to hide which makes me hesitate to blurt things out. The story between Ryuji and Taiga made me think how far love can go if such a crippled relationship and one balanced side between the two can end up turning very well. The anime showed alot of life situation decisions, what should you do in the future, love, decisions, and other things that can come to your mind when thinking ahead.

I try to reflect these things to my life, what should I do? What can my life hold? I made so many mistakes, how can I fix them?

All I know, that everything will be alright, individually I stand as a person just like any other person such as myself. I get depressed, I cry, I weep and wonder why, why do I cry? Why am I so worried about my life? Why do I have such bad luck when it comes down to things? Why do I have depression spikes? Why do I have such a low self-esteem mentally and physically?

"Everything will be alright."

なんとかなるよ.
泣かないで.