Gatsby Moving Rubber Hair Product

Well I bought a pack from Ebay and it should be here by next week, picked the Air Rise one since the colors tell which category of hair do you have and which to buy. I'm guessing having long thin hair and being Asian does pay off. I was debating if I should cut my long hair or do something with it, so basically I was looking on the internet for hair products for thin long Asian hair like mine and I ran into Gatsby. I'm really positive it's going to work out and plus after drying my hair from showers my hair basically looks similar to the models in the Gatsby videos. Plus I got this one Asian girl at school that always to use my hair to it's fullest and how bad she wants to style my hair with this product. >>... I don't know if that's a compliment but I'll take it.

Can't wait for it to arrive. :3


Gosh, the models look like girls. <<...



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I. Hate. Being. Sick.

Poast Toast

Poast Toast

Well this week was pretty decent... I tried to think things to myself and the start of it felt like forever because Fawn's laptop broke so I felt so lonely. Rofl

The ending of this week sucked though, Thursday at Art class some freshmen was chipping plaster right in front of me and towards my direction and some got in my eye... so it ended up making me have sharp throbbing pains in my right eye on Friday morning so I didn't feel like going to school. T^T

Fawn got a new shiny laptop though! A Toshiba, Toshiba laptops are rated top for lifetime and long lasting if I recall last time heck my sister has one and it lasted for over 8 years and it's still working like brand new and pretty fast for it's time when we bought it.

Nothing really else to post, Street Fighter 4's patch is up and I been playing lots of that... Also just got Fraps and been playing Yume Nikki...

...

;_;

Hot/Fail Sunday

I lol'd

What makes things worse class starts tomorrow, this weekend did feel long though so yeah.

I hated today, it was so hot and it's been a while since the last hot day so I wasn't prepared although I knew this was coming up from checking the weather previously to this day. Fawn's laptop is broken and is in need for repairs or she's just going to buy a new one seeing that her birthday is coming up (May 28 2009) woot. Other than the heat and the fact that Fawn's laptop is semi-broken or broken permanently until repairs I also have this History Essay to get working on, good thing I did a rough draft so I'm just going to look at my rough draft my teacher corrected and just fix some mistakes and buffen it up... *COUGH* Not like someone lolenglishteachershefailsgtfo.

I was frustrated and mad on Saturday night for specific reasons so I ended up staying up until around 5AM playing Street Fighter 4 I swear the only characters were Ken and Ryu and I played over 25+ matches, I main Ryu, but still I expected to see more than Ken and Ryu, although I did face this one pro Viper that was AMAZING(tournament quality). I messaged him and told him that he's a beast with Viper and he/she responded by saying thanks, and I play Ryu well and not like the all other shoto basic set ups and combos spamming fireballs, sweeps and random wake up shoryukens.

Also, WHAT IS UP WITH ALL THE STREET FIGHTER 4 HATE MAIL? It's so ridiculous if I were to win or lose it doesn't matter i'd end up getting at least one hate mail at the end of the day, the typical "lol you fail" "damn you only won cause you turtle and spam to much" "you pull back to much" Hey, let's get straight facts, I'm playing a game, and there's moves open to my will that I can do to win, there's no rules. If someone is spamming fireballs punish them, they do have that slight recovery time from spamming something so move in and stop complaining, I ran into my handful of spammers, but they still put up a threat so just continue to play.

Oh, also I'm going to try to learn Cammy. Wish my luck and here's to a new week *throws confetti in the air* (YESMYHOODIESHOULDBEHERETHIS WEEK ;A;)

Anniversary

Thanks for the pic love.



I can't believe it's only been a year, gosh... it felt like multiple years than only one, seriously, especially what we been through together. It's funny, we'd get into arguments and such but really... I gotta say... they're just stupid pointless arguments cause we're grumpy of no sleep and our day didn't go well, I swear, that's like 99% of most problems we encounter together and throughout it all you're very strong. <3 No matter how much we can have tension between us two, we're always saying that we love each other and I would have to tell you that no matter what comes out of my mouth, I can't even leave you I would just go on a depressing streak of doooooooooooooooooooooooom. I know that right now it's a long distant relationship but to be honest it isn't much of a difference. And long? Long distance? She's living at AZ, the cheapest ticket for a plane there goes around 80$ and the fact that she is reachable by driving (lol9hours) I wouldn't really consider it "Long Distant". Heck we're so close I think the only thing we're missing is that we can't touch each other at the moment. ... >///>

I look at other couples in the hallways of my High School, one whom kiss and slobber over each other knowing that they're going to be obvious one night stander couples where popularity blooms and the thought and looks count. I would see the girls in my high school leech and start to stick over multiple specific guys only to have themselves brag and brag constantly over and over. They would post their relationship date everywhere and hug and love each other, but ever couple of months I would see a guy/girl cry and sob over their break up in class or in the hallways, heck even a bus. The typical "Hey bitch, stop complaining, you're mine" "durdur gonna act ghetto cause it's cewl lawl" stuff and apparently that's their own fault some people can't handle or understand relationships they are more worried about their looks then trust and personality in a person. Some people aren't just ready for a relationship.

I had some past dramas with relationships and I obviously and KNOW I wasn't ready, heck I completely wanted to forget about relationships after what I seen and experienced. Then Fawn appeared, she just commented on my YouTube(lolyealaugh) page and I commented back leading a huge wave of responses back and forth with each other until we talked on GTalk. We were friends at the time being, for like 1 week but honestly I could feel that she wanted more and was interested, but I couldn't blame her I was really connected and interested with her. After the first day of talking I had to go to a vacation and was gone for 4 days, afterwards I would come back and only see offline messages from her "Eros?" "Where are you? ; ;" "Please come back Eros" etc. I thought it was really sweet. xD

Days passed and we eventually knew we were having so much fun with each other and had such a strong bond, and we decided to give a relationship a try. Fawn was really happy that day I could still remember. Hey, yeah sure it's only been one year officially together but mentally it was very long and I consider myself very lucky to have run into her.

I also love her parents, they're so awesome I can't wait to meet them, yes I have talked to them. <33

I'm not here to brag about our relationship, but seriously I look at other couples and relationships and I just lol. (well the ones in my high school and generally speaking about those obvious one night standers and "oh god you're hot lemme smex" people.

Also.

Makai Tenshi Fawn-chan says:
Hmm,
Who would you rather do?
Dokoro-chan or Taiga?
Sepheric says:
oh my god
Lol that's so hard
LOL
Makai Tenshi Fawn-chan says:
xDD?
Sepheric says:
... You
Lol you want me to answer that love?
Makai Tenshi Fawn-chan says:
NU.
YES.
Sepheric says:
;_;
Makai Tenshi Fawn-chan says:
ANSWER
Sepheric says:
Okie then
Umhu..
Let's see
Dokoro : Kinky, Prob. Fun in bed, smex crazy, gets in the mood well, I can see her being a crazy rider (o///o Rofl)
Taiga : Tsuntsun, Loli Body, Long Hair, Would be hard to control but after she gets in the mood it would be fun with her for any guy, great hidden personallity.
Fawn : (lolnodescriptionforpublic)
Makai Tenshi Fawn-chan says:
><
Sepheric says:
So if I were to exclude you, tbh I'd like Dokoro.. Wait.. T- DAMNIT
Makai Tenshi Fawn-chan says:
NU.
Sepheric says:
That's hard. xD
... Let me think about this.
Makai Tenshi Fawn-chan says:
LOL
Yes
Sepheric says:
Oh sorry did I get you mad or something? ;///;
Okie Ill answer it, if Dokoro-Chan didn't have her huge mace, her.
Lol
Makai Tenshi Fawn-chan says:
Nu xDD
I'm just being sillyy <3
Yey :3
Yush
Sepheric says:
xD
Makai Tenshi Fawn-chan says:
I'd do taiga tbh
Sepheric says:
What would you say?
Makai Tenshi Fawn-chan says:
I love loliz
Sepheric says:
Lol I love lolis too
I think she'd kinda be scary
BUT
BUTT
That's before her tsuntsun defense wall. o^o
After you penetrate that wall, you can get to her soft side.
... LOL
Holy jesus.
That didn't sound right.
ROFL xD
Makai Tenshi Fawn-chan says:
And then
LOL xD
PENETRATEPLZ


LOL

lolEnglishClass

Well what sucks is that I didn't go to school even though I really wanted to cause I hate missing school work... And my Law Teacher ends up saying something about my absences... I hate living so far and having such bad timings with bad events...

Lol I swear, I know that's the only class I'm having a bad grade in guaranteed. Now I have to do this one essay that she's probably just going to skim and base through her own thoughts of what her students average in grades and such give me that specific letter grade. Which is prob around a D-C average.

I can see it now, before I start typing up this essay I'm going to write down she's just going to "correct" it and look at the first 2 pages and from that grade me.

If she only changes her plans on student work and make things simpler maybe it may give her less to correct and get straight to the point?

I have 80-90% chance she doesn't even read and correct the whole essay.

I have a D or C in her class for sure, but I don't know what motivates me to continue in her class, sure you may think "Oh cmon' Eros it's for your grades for High School!" But seriously what the hell, it's like either a whole period of staying quiet and do your work, more like Study Hall than English imo. If she were to lecture and be less provocative to approach I'd freely answer her questions to solve some problems and confusion I have in the English subject. Heck I have such a easy time to ask questions in my other classes, especially Math (I hate this subject so much) but my Math teacher lectures and gets me interested to do the work and ask her questions if I'm stuck and for this "English Class" *cough* it's complete bullsh*t. I try to ask her questions, all she ends up doing is saying that I'm disturbing her class when she's completely on the computer internet shopping or snacking on food telling the class if that we don't tell she'll give us extra credit(lolyeah,right). It's like I'm taking a crippled class. I may rant to much and such, but seriously... oh well off to do the Essay.

My parents got a new car, so I don't have to get dropped off to school at 5AM no more, yay. Also my package I sent to Fawn is successful, everything is in steady standards, she's very happy. ^///^



I got to finish unlocking all the Colors and Personal Taunts in Street Fighter 4 the last 2 days. Was a pain and tedious but I did it.

3:18 (Get Color 10 for either Alt. Costume or Normal and with that taunt and you basically look like Dark Ryu. Awesome.)

Back to School couple of more days until end.

I despise school so much, I just hate going. << Ugh dunno it gets me all feeling down and don't even feel like talking.

Today after coming back from Spring Break made me feel like completely crap, I didn't really wanna think and I had to adjust myself to feel awake and get myself back on track with school work. The people in the hallways don't help and assist in anyway they're just plain out annoying.

I'm just gonna be keeping myself have peace at mind and quiet to myself as the days in school go on, I don't know it makes me feel depressed and sad when I just start class, I guess I'm just not used to going back and going through all the periods, oh well let's try to make due what mental thoughts I have to go through school and go through it.

God it even made get moody after school for some reason, I don't know just High School life in general doesn't seem to click for me the last month. xD

I can't wait to go to Community College and peacefully take my classes, I don't know it doesn't seem to fit up with me to go through all classes in High School, it's just a downer.

People say that your High School days are the best.

...

wat.

Also


WTF?

Last Day of Spring Break Tommorow

Well I'm ending this Sunday night pretty mellow, Fawn went to Outback to eat out with her family (lucky;_;).

I don't think I really accomplished alot this break take into the matter of a fact that I'm limited as I live pretty far from where my friends live so that means I need to get a ride. I can't drive cause I don't have my license so that sucks a bunch, well to be honest I enjoyed some days where I stayed home but it grew boring quickly. It's funny how I can get lazy and tired and want to stay home during the school days but after a couple of days into a break I get bored and I actually want to go out and heck, even go to school.

Well my plan tomorrow is to hang out with my friends and play guitar and try to talk some things out and hang out and stuff. I'm really hoping I can send the package I made for Fawn too tomorrow I packed it yesterday thinking I could of sent it today but I completely forgot that it's Sunday today which means the post office is closed. ._.;

Basically what's in the package is:
Bento Box set I bought her.
Homemade Sweet Bread Rolls
Stickers
Letter
Bunny gothic lolita hoodie from Japan (don't worry it's not to gothic lolita, in fact it's really cute on the hood it has bunny ears eee.<3)
Keychains
Wireless Mouse
and a Onigiri Beanie

I hope she enjoys the package and I hope the breadrolls I made don't get bad, I even stuck the package overnight in the fridge. xD Yes the fridge had a giant cardboard box in it.

5 More days until our anniversary. ^^ <3

ALSO... WHERE THE ... WHERE IS MY HOODIE I ORDERED ONLINE 2 WEEKS AGO? They said if you're a Californian resident expect it to arrive in 2 days... >>... It's been over 10 business days. /sigh I have hope for it to arrive tomorrow cause it's another delivery day.

Last Official Day of the Break

Boring day, woke up feeling icky and slow... gotta clean the house tomorrow. o_x;

Fun matches with Jed on SF4.

Lol.

Bored.

I lurve Fawn.

Gonna go out for a walk if I can tomorrow.

K-ON EP 2

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Yui got her guitar thanks to dedication from everyone. <3

It was really exciting to see pick out her guitar as she just ended up thinking it was "cute". xD It was a fender, but Les Paul model... o_o; I was confused, it's a copy? I dunno but it was a sunburst one and it looked really neat. At first when she got her guitar, she ended up looking and just staring even sleeping with it, it was really cute. xD

I can see why alot of people want to drop K-ON! though, basically it's a slow anime with moe girls and their slice of life. Sure the anime is pretty slow, but eventually starts to pick up and hey I love guitars and KyoAni's animations.

Cheers

大丈夫だよ！...

I'm not trying to sound like a over reacting Otaku, but here I am typing this post at 5AM without getting any sleep.

I really don't know why, but after rewatching the first episode of Toradora and seeing the last two episodes of Toradora, 24 and 25 ... well make that the whole entire series once more and it makes me think, it really has a good lesson and small little subtle messages you can take through your own life. I cried, I cried alot just rewatching the episodes.

Am I weak for crying at these hand drawn drama shows? I think that to myself, but mentally I am a weak person. I try to hide things I don't usually want to hide which makes me hesitate to blurt things out. The story between Ryuji and Taiga made me think how far love can go if such a crippled relationship and one balanced side between the two can end up turning very well. The anime showed alot of life situation decisions, what should you do in the future, love, decisions, and other things that can come to your mind when thinking ahead.

I try to reflect these things to my life, what should I do? What can my life hold? I made so many mistakes, how can I fix them?

All I know, that everything will be alright, individually I stand as a person just like any other person such as myself. I get depressed, I cry, I weep and wonder why, why do I cry? Why am I so worried about my life? Why do I have such bad luck when it comes down to things? Why do I have depression spikes? Why do I have such a low self-esteem mentally and physically?

"Everything will be alright."

なんとかなるよ.
泣かないで.

Sick Sunday

Source: http://www.pixiv.net/index.php?mode=medium&illust_id=3603241


Today was pretty mellow I woke up really sick and felt like I had a bad fever, it started to cool down after I took a shower. So I was suppose to go to Guitar Center at San Francisco with my buddies Chris and Jed but sadly and I'm sorry for this my sickness halted it so we stayed at Chris's house and played some music with our guitars.

Chris got a $1K+ bass guitar for Jed to try, it was really heavy but from looking at it you would think it wouldn't weigh so much. With Chris having a borrowed expensive bass guitar he also had a $800 bass amp that was HUGE, I was surprised on how big it was than what I was expecting. So after learning and playing Rewrite(Ajikan) with them I tried learning Buddy Holly with them, I got the intro and chorus down but some tricky part in the middle of the song requires more practice. Cheers to my friend Chris who is a really good guitar tutor.

I'm really sick I feel so dizzy and slower than usual when it comes down to things I feel really cold, but I know my temperature is really high which is a bad sign. Let's hope I can get well soon cause I wouldn't want to spend my Spring Break lying in bed sick.

Base Ball Bear is a amazing band, I started to listen to their songs, and so far hooked on it. It's starting to stop my string of Ajikan songs I been playing on Itunes lately. xD

Sadly Fawn-Chan my love doesn't have Spring Break, she had it a week previously to this upcoming week so she has to attend school, I'll try to support her through the week. ^^

The weather right now is so amazing, it's a very nice cool 64F and barely any wind, 5MPH at the most but spikes in between, I wish it's like this every night. ;_;


I love you life.<3

K-ON! First Impressions

Loving every single thing it offers. <3

Yui = Moe

Gosh I love this anime and I know I'm going to be hooked and love every single bit of it due to the fact that it has KyoAni's style and guitars with a cast of 4 moe animu girls.

So far it's obvious who I'm leaning towards for liking the most. xD Yui is so goddamn cute and loves to play guitar, and she also loves Les Paul guitars seeing that she carries around a Gibson Les Paul. The clumsy, helpless, fragile and way she is makes me like her even more as a character.

Seeing from the episode preview for the second episode the crew is going to get Yui a guitar from a guitar shop, I can't wait and am really hyped up on to see how Yui picks the Gibson Les Paul.

Cheers and let's hop K-ON! goes on successful, and I know it will, it's already getting a lot of attention.

xD <3

K-ON! | Spring Break

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Really looking forward to this anime due to the fact that it includes guitars and girls, esp coming from KyoAni and their character designs are love. <3

The beginning of Spring Break, hell yeah. x3

YES OH GOD YES

IM POSTING THIS WITH MY REPAIRED UBER COMP. <33 I MISSED THIS HIGH REZ. ;_; It seems so big the last time I used it... Omigosh. @_______@

Hello April

I grew a 3rd nipple.



































April Fools.