Grades Grades Grades and Stress, what do you expect out of school?

Well, I got my transcript which had my grades for all my semesters of my entire time in High School and I'm really disappointed. I can have myself to blame due to this part cause I looked over my pass grades during Freshmen and some of Sophomore year where I didn't take my grades so seriously due to past family related problems such as drama and what my mom and step-dad had to do leaving me to do basically everything in the house, keeping it clean and what not. Sure you can say my sister could help but she was gone during my Sophomore and Freshman years of High School, my little sister would be with my parents all the time and my step-sister is rarely here at the house. That leaves me to basically take care of the house and mail, clean up, cook, and heck even the bills at times. It really makes me frustrated and angry on how hard I can work at home and not get any credit for it, and knowing that it would ruin my grades I still have to put up with the fact that I know I do and want better grades. It saddens me that I have to now owe a lot of credits and classes making my last year in High School the most stressful one and knowing that it's coming along to hit me soon as well expecting it to run and hit me now, I'm not going to look forward to the upcoming months.

Senior year is going to be one hell of a year for me, and I better get set and focused, I can't fool around anymore, not even the slightest bit on my school work and thankfully my parents are a bit more sorted in their financial status having them to stay home and take care of the house as well. I checked out my grades during this semester and they seem VERY decent, heck enough to get through HS and graduate but now with the hassle of having to get through and get my credits cause of my squished and mutilated schedule I had back Freshmen and Sophomore year at home I have to now take responsibility for the credits I must owe. I know that I have to get my grades really high next year to earn some credits, knowing that I'll be having a strict dull senior year really saddens me.

What really annoyed me is when someone asks for your transcript to check the front only for them to check and take a peak on the 2nd page with your pass grades without FUCKING asking, the fact that they don't ask is horrible. Heck beforehand when wanting to check someone else's grades on their transcript and compare them to mine I would ask first.

Oh hoho, and the counselor coming in our 2nd period really helped us, but it seemed like I was surrounded with a bunch of kids with their GPA's score perfectly fine, I seemed pretty anti-social at the time.

My Math classes with Mrs. Dickinson during Freshman and Sophomore year... sigh. I would ask for help but she would never assist me, what makes me wonder is why I even had the class where I should of been staying in the more lower level math during Freshman year, I had a much easier time in my freshman math class than the one I have been transfered to at the time due to this small test we got handed out to take to determine if we're to smart for the class or not, I did it and got bumped up a math level. I think to myself at times that it would of been really smart if I just F'd that test they handed out so I didn't have to transfer and run into a class where I had no fucking idea what I was doing, heck some rules in the lectures were some I should of learned in my PREVIOUS class I transfered out of, SO HECK I WAS BETTER OFF IN THAT LOWER MATH CLASS.

My English Teacher this year is a huge drag to, when I ask her what work I'm missing all she would inform me is that I should figure it out myself. What kind of help is that? I want to do the missing work, my absentses are excused, I'm ready to get the work. ... So why not hand it? She just ends up yelling at me to sit down at times and stop disturbing her class, her lectures are plain out horrible, it's more of a oral class where you get directions and you do your work, heck you could probobally take her class at home if you could she just hands instructions after all. All she would do is sit in class telling her class to be quiet as we sit down and stay quiet for the whole period as she would sit on her ass staying on the computer and even do internet shopping while she's at it. I know she has a rough life on her side seeing that she still lives with her parents and is taking some college courses while working... but still don't reflect it off the class or heck indiviual students like me. Time to time I would see her handing the work absent students need just cause they're a well known student in the class and preforms in plays etc. but chooses not to hand me my missing work for the class for some odd reason. GEE LOOK ITS A POPULAR KID I MUST LIKE HAND HER THE WORK CAUSE SHES POPULAR~~~ AND I HOPE I DON'T GET A BAD REP. HEY IT'S SOME AVERAGE STUDENT WITH A BELOW AVERAGE GRADES LET'S NOT CARE.

I would see kids cheerfully showing their transcript or heck brag about their grades and what they're ranked, I hesitate to even look at mine, just cause how bad it looks for the first two years and a half. I wish I had better grades.

lol, westmoor high school, lol.

I can't wait to graduate and get over High School and go off community college and owe and take care what I have to do there, and not go through this school which includes immature, egotistical, banwagon hoppers.

lol, high school.

Oh and what pisses me off the most is when a AP student at the school would think they're smarter and they have a much harder time with their classwork and shouldn't be compared with other lower classes. Just cause you have a AP for that certain class doesn't mean you're smarter or better than one whom doesn't take AP. I would hear them brag and brag about how hard their work is cause they're taking AP and how they know soooooooo much more than a non AP student taking the same subject.

Sigh, oh well.

Cheers to the next couple of months, and I'll hope for the best.