Wow, all I can say is that I don't know how to be feeling right now, nothing ever works out. During the days after school at home I seem to be really dull and mute to myself and it hurts me to even be feeling so down, normally I want to act positive and keep a great attitude to myself. It's been really taking into effect where I can't even have a good day cause I can just feel emotionally like crap during the afternoon after school and it slowly gets worse and worse only to build up to let me get tired and sleep it off waking up only realizing how stupid my actions were. To be honest I know I'm just tired and really grumpy but when at such a stage I'm like in berserk mode where I don't even know what I'm saying or doing when talking to people I can snap so easily. @_____@;;;
Gosh, I remember back a couple months prior to this day where I'd always stay positive and happy days after school but lately it's only on a rare occasion to trigger it, I need to step up my game and start looking life more on a positive side and keep myself happy.
I promise this starting from tonight, I must force or get myself into a positive or much happier attitude by tomorrow and help myself stay with one no matter how low my self-esteem is.
Let's go me! ><
I love you Fawn-Chan.
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Don't worry man...You're not the only one. I feel depressed too for no reason but hey, try to enjoy life to the fullest. I'm glad you're making a promise to yourself so that you can be happier. Thats a good way to cheer yourself up.
ReplyDeleteGood luck.