Haven't posted, in like... ever,..

I haven't posted for a while due to the busyness of life, so until it cools down, yeah...

FANIME 2009 WAS FUN.

Fun Day

Fun day, school wasn't so great but meh.

After school I found my Yukkuri shirt from Jlist in front of my door as well with my order of Gatsby, I needed haircut bad today since my hair was getting so annoying and was really thick. x_x I got one and I met my first stylist in a Supercuts that I felt really comfortable to get into a conversation with. ^^ Her name is Gean/Gen/Jean/Jin or something, I forgot. xD But she understood what I wanted! Thinner and layered haircut, she got right to it not to short not to long, just the way I wanted it. I was so happy with her progress I enjoyed talking to her while she was giving me a haircut and that's surprising seeing that most stylists I encounter while getting a haircut I keep my mouth shut. I asked for her card and name so I could get a haircut I would not be nervous to try explaining what I want to do with my hair.

... I had a bad experience with one haircut, and it didn't go well once. >> She shaved my whole head short even when I asked for thin, layered and about 1 inch shorter.

I been so lazy to clean my room the last week gosh it is so messy... time to clean. x_o

GameFantasy/ImportAction = HORRIBLE SERVICE

Okay, so I bought a Hoodie from their website and waited for over 5 weeks only to call them and tell them where my order is and why isn't it here yet, got a response ... "OH! It's canceled I'm sorry. That item is currently out of stock and not going to be remade." What's funny is that I called a week before and the guy on the phone clearly said "Yeah we'll be restocking this Wednesday, shipping it out next Monday." So I had my hopes up to get the hoodie this week, but after waiting for so long ... nothing.

I can still remember that confirmation email. "California Residents should expect a delivery in a day or two."
Bullsheeeeeeeet.

It's funny I would come home everyday from school waiting to see that giant white mail with my hoodie in it, but in the end it's not going to come. 3:

I did ended up ordering a shirt off from Jlist, but of course I'm only going to where it when I go out other than school, because at school... I don't know I just like to constantly wear hoodies cause I'm nervous about how the weather is gonna turn up. In Daly City, you can't expect perfect weather, plus I don't dress to impress at school I go there for education then gtfo. xD

Take it easy.


Btw, I'm seriously going to hate school next week... My Law Teacher and English Teacher. 3: I love my law teacher, but at times she doesn't like kids who excel in her classes. I'm getting a passing grade, but not the best C average if you want to know. :x So she's going to go with her voice in front of the whole class "OH EROS YOU'RE BACK?!" ._. No shit... But she's a fun teacher.

Gatsby Moving Rubber Hair Product

Well I bought a pack from Ebay and it should be here by next week, picked the Air Rise one since the colors tell which category of hair do you have and which to buy. I'm guessing having long thin hair and being Asian does pay off. I was debating if I should cut my long hair or do something with it, so basically I was looking on the internet for hair products for thin long Asian hair like mine and I ran into Gatsby. I'm really positive it's going to work out and plus after drying my hair from showers my hair basically looks similar to the models in the Gatsby videos. Plus I got this one Asian girl at school that always to use my hair to it's fullest and how bad she wants to style my hair with this product. >>... I don't know if that's a compliment but I'll take it.

Can't wait for it to arrive. :3


Gosh, the models look like girls. <<...



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I. Hate. Being. Sick.

Poast Toast

Poast Toast

Well this week was pretty decent... I tried to think things to myself and the start of it felt like forever because Fawn's laptop broke so I felt so lonely. Rofl

The ending of this week sucked though, Thursday at Art class some freshmen was chipping plaster right in front of me and towards my direction and some got in my eye... so it ended up making me have sharp throbbing pains in my right eye on Friday morning so I didn't feel like going to school. T^T

Fawn got a new shiny laptop though! A Toshiba, Toshiba laptops are rated top for lifetime and long lasting if I recall last time heck my sister has one and it lasted for over 8 years and it's still working like brand new and pretty fast for it's time when we bought it.

Nothing really else to post, Street Fighter 4's patch is up and I been playing lots of that... Also just got Fraps and been playing Yume Nikki...

...

;_;

Hot/Fail Sunday

I lol'd

What makes things worse class starts tomorrow, this weekend did feel long though so yeah.

I hated today, it was so hot and it's been a while since the last hot day so I wasn't prepared although I knew this was coming up from checking the weather previously to this day. Fawn's laptop is broken and is in need for repairs or she's just going to buy a new one seeing that her birthday is coming up (May 28 2009) woot. Other than the heat and the fact that Fawn's laptop is semi-broken or broken permanently until repairs I also have this History Essay to get working on, good thing I did a rough draft so I'm just going to look at my rough draft my teacher corrected and just fix some mistakes and buffen it up... *COUGH* Not like someone lolenglishteachershefailsgtfo.

I was frustrated and mad on Saturday night for specific reasons so I ended up staying up until around 5AM playing Street Fighter 4 I swear the only characters were Ken and Ryu and I played over 25+ matches, I main Ryu, but still I expected to see more than Ken and Ryu, although I did face this one pro Viper that was AMAZING(tournament quality). I messaged him and told him that he's a beast with Viper and he/she responded by saying thanks, and I play Ryu well and not like the all other shoto basic set ups and combos spamming fireballs, sweeps and random wake up shoryukens.

Also, WHAT IS UP WITH ALL THE STREET FIGHTER 4 HATE MAIL? It's so ridiculous if I were to win or lose it doesn't matter i'd end up getting at least one hate mail at the end of the day, the typical "lol you fail" "damn you only won cause you turtle and spam to much" "you pull back to much" Hey, let's get straight facts, I'm playing a game, and there's moves open to my will that I can do to win, there's no rules. If someone is spamming fireballs punish them, they do have that slight recovery time from spamming something so move in and stop complaining, I ran into my handful of spammers, but they still put up a threat so just continue to play.

Oh, also I'm going to try to learn Cammy. Wish my luck and here's to a new week *throws confetti in the air* (YESMYHOODIESHOULDBEHERETHIS WEEK ;A;)

Anniversary

Thanks for the pic love.



I can't believe it's only been a year, gosh... it felt like multiple years than only one, seriously, especially what we been through together. It's funny, we'd get into arguments and such but really... I gotta say... they're just stupid pointless arguments cause we're grumpy of no sleep and our day didn't go well, I swear, that's like 99% of most problems we encounter together and throughout it all you're very strong. <3 No matter how much we can have tension between us two, we're always saying that we love each other and I would have to tell you that no matter what comes out of my mouth, I can't even leave you I would just go on a depressing streak of doooooooooooooooooooooooom. I know that right now it's a long distant relationship but to be honest it isn't much of a difference. And long? Long distance? She's living at AZ, the cheapest ticket for a plane there goes around 80$ and the fact that she is reachable by driving (lol9hours) I wouldn't really consider it "Long Distant". Heck we're so close I think the only thing we're missing is that we can't touch each other at the moment. ... >///>

I look at other couples in the hallways of my High School, one whom kiss and slobber over each other knowing that they're going to be obvious one night stander couples where popularity blooms and the thought and looks count. I would see the girls in my high school leech and start to stick over multiple specific guys only to have themselves brag and brag constantly over and over. They would post their relationship date everywhere and hug and love each other, but ever couple of months I would see a guy/girl cry and sob over their break up in class or in the hallways, heck even a bus. The typical "Hey bitch, stop complaining, you're mine" "durdur gonna act ghetto cause it's cewl lawl" stuff and apparently that's their own fault some people can't handle or understand relationships they are more worried about their looks then trust and personality in a person. Some people aren't just ready for a relationship.

I had some past dramas with relationships and I obviously and KNOW I wasn't ready, heck I completely wanted to forget about relationships after what I seen and experienced. Then Fawn appeared, she just commented on my YouTube(lolyealaugh) page and I commented back leading a huge wave of responses back and forth with each other until we talked on GTalk. We were friends at the time being, for like 1 week but honestly I could feel that she wanted more and was interested, but I couldn't blame her I was really connected and interested with her. After the first day of talking I had to go to a vacation and was gone for 4 days, afterwards I would come back and only see offline messages from her "Eros?" "Where are you? ; ;" "Please come back Eros" etc. I thought it was really sweet. xD

Days passed and we eventually knew we were having so much fun with each other and had such a strong bond, and we decided to give a relationship a try. Fawn was really happy that day I could still remember. Hey, yeah sure it's only been one year officially together but mentally it was very long and I consider myself very lucky to have run into her.

I also love her parents, they're so awesome I can't wait to meet them, yes I have talked to them. <33

I'm not here to brag about our relationship, but seriously I look at other couples and relationships and I just lol. (well the ones in my high school and generally speaking about those obvious one night standers and "oh god you're hot lemme smex" people.

Also.

Makai Tenshi Fawn-chan says:
Hmm,
Who would you rather do?
Dokoro-chan or Taiga?
Sepheric says:
oh my god
Lol that's so hard
LOL
Makai Tenshi Fawn-chan says:
xDD?
Sepheric says:
... You
Lol you want me to answer that love?
Makai Tenshi Fawn-chan says:
NU.
YES.
Sepheric says:
;_;
Makai Tenshi Fawn-chan says:
ANSWER
Sepheric says:
Okie then
Umhu..
Let's see
Dokoro : Kinky, Prob. Fun in bed, smex crazy, gets in the mood well, I can see her being a crazy rider (o///o Rofl)
Taiga : Tsuntsun, Loli Body, Long Hair, Would be hard to control but after she gets in the mood it would be fun with her for any guy, great hidden personallity.
Fawn : (lolnodescriptionforpublic)
Makai Tenshi Fawn-chan says:
><
Sepheric says:
So if I were to exclude you, tbh I'd like Dokoro.. Wait.. T- DAMNIT
Makai Tenshi Fawn-chan says:
NU.
Sepheric says:
That's hard. xD
... Let me think about this.
Makai Tenshi Fawn-chan says:
LOL
Yes
Sepheric says:
Oh sorry did I get you mad or something? ;///;
Okie Ill answer it, if Dokoro-Chan didn't have her huge mace, her.
Lol
Makai Tenshi Fawn-chan says:
Nu xDD
I'm just being sillyy <3
Yey :3
Yush
Sepheric says:
xD
Makai Tenshi Fawn-chan says:
I'd do taiga tbh
Sepheric says:
What would you say?
Makai Tenshi Fawn-chan says:
I love loliz
Sepheric says:
Lol I love lolis too
I think she'd kinda be scary
BUT
BUTT
That's before her tsuntsun defense wall. o^o
After you penetrate that wall, you can get to her soft side.
... LOL
Holy jesus.
That didn't sound right.
ROFL xD
Makai Tenshi Fawn-chan says:
And then
LOL xD
PENETRATEPLZ


LOL

lolEnglishClass

Well what sucks is that I didn't go to school even though I really wanted to cause I hate missing school work... And my Law Teacher ends up saying something about my absences... I hate living so far and having such bad timings with bad events...

Lol I swear, I know that's the only class I'm having a bad grade in guaranteed. Now I have to do this one essay that she's probably just going to skim and base through her own thoughts of what her students average in grades and such give me that specific letter grade. Which is prob around a D-C average.

I can see it now, before I start typing up this essay I'm going to write down she's just going to "correct" it and look at the first 2 pages and from that grade me.

If she only changes her plans on student work and make things simpler maybe it may give her less to correct and get straight to the point?

I have 80-90% chance she doesn't even read and correct the whole essay.

I have a D or C in her class for sure, but I don't know what motivates me to continue in her class, sure you may think "Oh cmon' Eros it's for your grades for High School!" But seriously what the hell, it's like either a whole period of staying quiet and do your work, more like Study Hall than English imo. If she were to lecture and be less provocative to approach I'd freely answer her questions to solve some problems and confusion I have in the English subject. Heck I have such a easy time to ask questions in my other classes, especially Math (I hate this subject so much) but my Math teacher lectures and gets me interested to do the work and ask her questions if I'm stuck and for this "English Class" *cough* it's complete bullsh*t. I try to ask her questions, all she ends up doing is saying that I'm disturbing her class when she's completely on the computer internet shopping or snacking on food telling the class if that we don't tell she'll give us extra credit(lolyeah,right). It's like I'm taking a crippled class. I may rant to much and such, but seriously... oh well off to do the Essay.

My parents got a new car, so I don't have to get dropped off to school at 5AM no more, yay. Also my package I sent to Fawn is successful, everything is in steady standards, she's very happy. ^///^



I got to finish unlocking all the Colors and Personal Taunts in Street Fighter 4 the last 2 days. Was a pain and tedious but I did it.

3:18 (Get Color 10 for either Alt. Costume or Normal and with that taunt and you basically look like Dark Ryu. Awesome.)

Back to School couple of more days until end.

I despise school so much, I just hate going. << Ugh dunno it gets me all feeling down and don't even feel like talking.

Today after coming back from Spring Break made me feel like completely crap, I didn't really wanna think and I had to adjust myself to feel awake and get myself back on track with school work. The people in the hallways don't help and assist in anyway they're just plain out annoying.

I'm just gonna be keeping myself have peace at mind and quiet to myself as the days in school go on, I don't know it makes me feel depressed and sad when I just start class, I guess I'm just not used to going back and going through all the periods, oh well let's try to make due what mental thoughts I have to go through school and go through it.

God it even made get moody after school for some reason, I don't know just High School life in general doesn't seem to click for me the last month. xD

I can't wait to go to Community College and peacefully take my classes, I don't know it doesn't seem to fit up with me to go through all classes in High School, it's just a downer.

People say that your High School days are the best.

...

wat.

Also


WTF?

Last Day of Spring Break Tommorow

Well I'm ending this Sunday night pretty mellow, Fawn went to Outback to eat out with her family (lucky;_;).

I don't think I really accomplished alot this break take into the matter of a fact that I'm limited as I live pretty far from where my friends live so that means I need to get a ride. I can't drive cause I don't have my license so that sucks a bunch, well to be honest I enjoyed some days where I stayed home but it grew boring quickly. It's funny how I can get lazy and tired and want to stay home during the school days but after a couple of days into a break I get bored and I actually want to go out and heck, even go to school.

Well my plan tomorrow is to hang out with my friends and play guitar and try to talk some things out and hang out and stuff. I'm really hoping I can send the package I made for Fawn too tomorrow I packed it yesterday thinking I could of sent it today but I completely forgot that it's Sunday today which means the post office is closed. ._.;

Basically what's in the package is:
Bento Box set I bought her.
Homemade Sweet Bread Rolls
Stickers
Letter
Bunny gothic lolita hoodie from Japan (don't worry it's not to gothic lolita, in fact it's really cute on the hood it has bunny ears eee.<3)
Keychains
Wireless Mouse
and a Onigiri Beanie

I hope she enjoys the package and I hope the breadrolls I made don't get bad, I even stuck the package overnight in the fridge. xD Yes the fridge had a giant cardboard box in it.

5 More days until our anniversary. ^^ <3

ALSO... WHERE THE ... WHERE IS MY HOODIE I ORDERED ONLINE 2 WEEKS AGO? They said if you're a Californian resident expect it to arrive in 2 days... >>... It's been over 10 business days. /sigh I have hope for it to arrive tomorrow cause it's another delivery day.

Last Official Day of the Break

Boring day, woke up feeling icky and slow... gotta clean the house tomorrow. o_x;

Fun matches with Jed on SF4.

Lol.

Bored.

I lurve Fawn.

Gonna go out for a walk if I can tomorrow.

K-ON EP 2

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Yui got her guitar thanks to dedication from everyone. <3

It was really exciting to see pick out her guitar as she just ended up thinking it was "cute". xD It was a fender, but Les Paul model... o_o; I was confused, it's a copy? I dunno but it was a sunburst one and it looked really neat. At first when she got her guitar, she ended up looking and just staring even sleeping with it, it was really cute. xD

I can see why alot of people want to drop K-ON! though, basically it's a slow anime with moe girls and their slice of life. Sure the anime is pretty slow, but eventually starts to pick up and hey I love guitars and KyoAni's animations.

Cheers

大丈夫だよ！...

I'm not trying to sound like a over reacting Otaku, but here I am typing this post at 5AM without getting any sleep.

I really don't know why, but after rewatching the first episode of Toradora and seeing the last two episodes of Toradora, 24 and 25 ... well make that the whole entire series once more and it makes me think, it really has a good lesson and small little subtle messages you can take through your own life. I cried, I cried alot just rewatching the episodes.

Am I weak for crying at these hand drawn drama shows? I think that to myself, but mentally I am a weak person. I try to hide things I don't usually want to hide which makes me hesitate to blurt things out. The story between Ryuji and Taiga made me think how far love can go if such a crippled relationship and one balanced side between the two can end up turning very well. The anime showed alot of life situation decisions, what should you do in the future, love, decisions, and other things that can come to your mind when thinking ahead.

I try to reflect these things to my life, what should I do? What can my life hold? I made so many mistakes, how can I fix them?

All I know, that everything will be alright, individually I stand as a person just like any other person such as myself. I get depressed, I cry, I weep and wonder why, why do I cry? Why am I so worried about my life? Why do I have such bad luck when it comes down to things? Why do I have depression spikes? Why do I have such a low self-esteem mentally and physically?

"Everything will be alright."

なんとかなるよ.
泣かないで.

Sick Sunday

Source: http://www.pixiv.net/index.php?mode=medium&illust_id=3603241


Today was pretty mellow I woke up really sick and felt like I had a bad fever, it started to cool down after I took a shower. So I was suppose to go to Guitar Center at San Francisco with my buddies Chris and Jed but sadly and I'm sorry for this my sickness halted it so we stayed at Chris's house and played some music with our guitars.

Chris got a $1K+ bass guitar for Jed to try, it was really heavy but from looking at it you would think it wouldn't weigh so much. With Chris having a borrowed expensive bass guitar he also had a $800 bass amp that was HUGE, I was surprised on how big it was than what I was expecting. So after learning and playing Rewrite(Ajikan) with them I tried learning Buddy Holly with them, I got the intro and chorus down but some tricky part in the middle of the song requires more practice. Cheers to my friend Chris who is a really good guitar tutor.

I'm really sick I feel so dizzy and slower than usual when it comes down to things I feel really cold, but I know my temperature is really high which is a bad sign. Let's hope I can get well soon cause I wouldn't want to spend my Spring Break lying in bed sick.

Base Ball Bear is a amazing band, I started to listen to their songs, and so far hooked on it. It's starting to stop my string of Ajikan songs I been playing on Itunes lately. xD

Sadly Fawn-Chan my love doesn't have Spring Break, she had it a week previously to this upcoming week so she has to attend school, I'll try to support her through the week. ^^

The weather right now is so amazing, it's a very nice cool 64F and barely any wind, 5MPH at the most but spikes in between, I wish it's like this every night. ;_;


I love you life.<3

K-ON! First Impressions

Loving every single thing it offers. <3

Yui = Moe

Gosh I love this anime and I know I'm going to be hooked and love every single bit of it due to the fact that it has KyoAni's style and guitars with a cast of 4 moe animu girls.

So far it's obvious who I'm leaning towards for liking the most. xD Yui is so goddamn cute and loves to play guitar, and she also loves Les Paul guitars seeing that she carries around a Gibson Les Paul. The clumsy, helpless, fragile and way she is makes me like her even more as a character.

Seeing from the episode preview for the second episode the crew is going to get Yui a guitar from a guitar shop, I can't wait and am really hyped up on to see how Yui picks the Gibson Les Paul.

Cheers and let's hop K-ON! goes on successful, and I know it will, it's already getting a lot of attention.

xD <3

K-ON! | Spring Break

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Really looking forward to this anime due to the fact that it includes guitars and girls, esp coming from KyoAni and their character designs are love. <3

The beginning of Spring Break, hell yeah. x3

YES OH GOD YES

IM POSTING THIS WITH MY REPAIRED UBER COMP. <33 I MISSED THIS HIGH REZ. ;_; It seems so big the last time I used it... Omigosh. @_______@

Hello April

I grew a 3rd nipple.



































April Fools.

Sum up last weekend of March.

Ah Pretty Shining Love! Yay!
Unbelievable~
I couldn't get this song out of my head for so long this weekend.

Boring dull weekend, but I'm pretty happy that I won't have to see my English Teacher as much this up coming week, she's only going to be at class for 2 days out of the 5 days we're at class. xD

But yeah, I was suppose to go to Guitar Center on the Sunday of this weekend. But after reading what happened on Jed's blog post I'm glad I didn't go. x_x;

Spring Break... almost here... and the Monday we come back we have a Holiday, so no school I'm really looking forward to Spring Break as a time to regroup mentally and even physically. Lots of planning and hopefully events during the break.

Rest Galore

Well the weekend is here and I'm typing this up in the middle of then night, I feel quite refreshed even though I didn't have a good day school wise.

Well maybe it wasn't so bad at all, apparently my English teacher whom I don't really favor really likes the period I'm in, second period and gave us all doughnuts, they were really good except I thought I got myself a original glazed only to find out that I got a glazed doughnut with like 80% lemon filling in it, it was okay after a while but then it just ended up tasting like sweet melted candy inside my doughnut. ._.;

I was really disappointed on and about my grades from the transcript I got this Tuesday also the fact that I bombed and F'd a Law test yesterday in my 5th which really also made me feel bad and have a low self-esteem for the rest of the day... I'm just glad I can get a lot of naps and rest in before next week, and heck next week my English teacher isn't going to be at class for 3 days out of 5 in the week followed up by a Spring Break the week after! Yaaaaay.

I also talked to Fawn on the webcam a lot this Friday afternoon it was really fun. xD; Apparently she had a talent show at her school that she had to go to for 2 hours during class/period, heck it's worth it right? Watch a show instead of going to class... right? Well basically she told me she hated it cause it involved a lot of negative things in the show such as a strip poles, girls whoring their selves out by dancing dirty with R&B music talking about sex and drugs. Knowing that there was a Rally event after school today which I didn't even bother to go to, basically it's a series of preforming and to sum it up a talent show for the school and to show school pride. People walking around wearing school colors, talking about the rally, asking are you or not etc. Well I didn't bother to even go, I don't have much of school spirit to start off with in school and it seems only the kids in the spotlight as for as popularity and how many friends you have on Myspace ranks over inside and during the Rally.

Enough about school it's the weekend! Yay!

Cheers!

IRL Street Fighter XD

So. Exhausted.

Today I came home, I came home thinking I'd be able to do my house chores that require over 1 hour to finish. Sweeping, dishes, mail, trash, recycling sorting, rice cooking etc. But no, I laid down on my bed at 3:45 (yes, I get home late since I have to take two buses, the second bus being around a 30-40 mins drive.) due to exhaustion from today for some odd reason leaving me to wake up around 5PMish, I tried getting myself awake but I only got myself to my computer chair with my blanket over me to slowly fall asleep. Fell asleep on my chair for almost 20 minutes until I decided to do my chores. It's been over 3 days since my sister has joined me in helping me get the chores done, she's been sleeping all afternoon leaving me to do her chore work doubling mine. My body feels so vulnerable and numb when waking up from these afternoon naps, I think it's a bad thing seeing how I would wake up constantly in night the last 2 weeks messing up my sleeping time I would get before school. And oh wow hey, that's right I'm starting to even notice a trend in my classes, it's harder and harder to stay awake. _ _;

Well, tomorrow is Thursday, so it's almost Friday and the weekend will soon be here, and for sure I'm just going to spend most of it sleeping and resting up. Spring Break in 2 weeks, thank god.

Amazing Abel, I'm trying to perfect mine and hoping to get a joystick pad this summer if money rolls well.

Grades Grades Grades and Stress, what do you expect out of school?

Well, I got my transcript which had my grades for all my semesters of my entire time in High School and I'm really disappointed. I can have myself to blame due to this part cause I looked over my pass grades during Freshmen and some of Sophomore year where I didn't take my grades so seriously due to past family related problems such as drama and what my mom and step-dad had to do leaving me to do basically everything in the house, keeping it clean and what not. Sure you can say my sister could help but she was gone during my Sophomore and Freshman years of High School, my little sister would be with my parents all the time and my step-sister is rarely here at the house. That leaves me to basically take care of the house and mail, clean up, cook, and heck even the bills at times. It really makes me frustrated and angry on how hard I can work at home and not get any credit for it, and knowing that it would ruin my grades I still have to put up with the fact that I know I do and want better grades. It saddens me that I have to now owe a lot of credits and classes making my last year in High School the most stressful one and knowing that it's coming along to hit me soon as well expecting it to run and hit me now, I'm not going to look forward to the upcoming months.

Senior year is going to be one hell of a year for me, and I better get set and focused, I can't fool around anymore, not even the slightest bit on my school work and thankfully my parents are a bit more sorted in their financial status having them to stay home and take care of the house as well. I checked out my grades during this semester and they seem VERY decent, heck enough to get through HS and graduate but now with the hassle of having to get through and get my credits cause of my squished and mutilated schedule I had back Freshmen and Sophomore year at home I have to now take responsibility for the credits I must owe. I know that I have to get my grades really high next year to earn some credits, knowing that I'll be having a strict dull senior year really saddens me.

What really annoyed me is when someone asks for your transcript to check the front only for them to check and take a peak on the 2nd page with your pass grades without FUCKING asking, the fact that they don't ask is horrible. Heck beforehand when wanting to check someone else's grades on their transcript and compare them to mine I would ask first.

Oh hoho, and the counselor coming in our 2nd period really helped us, but it seemed like I was surrounded with a bunch of kids with their GPA's score perfectly fine, I seemed pretty anti-social at the time.

My Math classes with Mrs. Dickinson during Freshman and Sophomore year... sigh. I would ask for help but she would never assist me, what makes me wonder is why I even had the class where I should of been staying in the more lower level math during Freshman year, I had a much easier time in my freshman math class than the one I have been transfered to at the time due to this small test we got handed out to take to determine if we're to smart for the class or not, I did it and got bumped up a math level. I think to myself at times that it would of been really smart if I just F'd that test they handed out so I didn't have to transfer and run into a class where I had no fucking idea what I was doing, heck some rules in the lectures were some I should of learned in my PREVIOUS class I transfered out of, SO HECK I WAS BETTER OFF IN THAT LOWER MATH CLASS.

My English Teacher this year is a huge drag to, when I ask her what work I'm missing all she would inform me is that I should figure it out myself. What kind of help is that? I want to do the missing work, my absentses are excused, I'm ready to get the work. ... So why not hand it? She just ends up yelling at me to sit down at times and stop disturbing her class, her lectures are plain out horrible, it's more of a oral class where you get directions and you do your work, heck you could probobally take her class at home if you could she just hands instructions after all. All she would do is sit in class telling her class to be quiet as we sit down and stay quiet for the whole period as she would sit on her ass staying on the computer and even do internet shopping while she's at it. I know she has a rough life on her side seeing that she still lives with her parents and is taking some college courses while working... but still don't reflect it off the class or heck indiviual students like me. Time to time I would see her handing the work absent students need just cause they're a well known student in the class and preforms in plays etc. but chooses not to hand me my missing work for the class for some odd reason. GEE LOOK ITS A POPULAR KID I MUST LIKE HAND HER THE WORK CAUSE SHES POPULAR~~~ AND I HOPE I DON'T GET A BAD REP. HEY IT'S SOME AVERAGE STUDENT WITH A BELOW AVERAGE GRADES LET'S NOT CARE.

I would see kids cheerfully showing their transcript or heck brag about their grades and what they're ranked, I hesitate to even look at mine, just cause how bad it looks for the first two years and a half. I wish I had better grades.

lol, westmoor high school, lol.

I can't wait to graduate and get over High School and go off community college and owe and take care what I have to do there, and not go through this school which includes immature, egotistical, banwagon hoppers.

lol, high school.

Oh and what pisses me off the most is when a AP student at the school would think they're smarter and they have a much harder time with their classwork and shouldn't be compared with other lower classes. Just cause you have a AP for that certain class doesn't mean you're smarter or better than one whom doesn't take AP. I would hear them brag and brag about how hard their work is cause they're taking AP and how they know soooooooo much more than a non AP student taking the same subject.

Sigh, oh well.

Cheers to the next couple of months, and I'll hope for the best.

Asian Parents

God I love this video. xD

Wat School

Okay, well I was ready to begin my new week by going to school, got my clothes ready, towel for my shower in the morning all planned out next to my bed. I usually hear my alarm clock ring @ 6AM then snooze till' 7AM. Yeah I know that's pretty weird, but getting up and having to set my alarm on snooze over and over every 15 mins starts to get me up slowly.

So basically I woke up, dazed, I noticed there was more sunlight than usually outside the window, I thought to myself "huh... wh-what time is i-" Suddenly I looked at the time, I yelled out in shock "WHAT THE." Dazed and not paying attention I jumped out of bed making sure my alarm clock time was right I ran towards and only to check my Ipod's time... yes it was 9AM... Yes I was late to school. Hey, maybe the reason my mom didn't wake me up was because she was oversleeping too right? No she wasn't at home at all I walked on over across the hallway to check up on my mom in her room and all I saw was a empty bed and nothing on it. I wondered, did my mom forget to wake me up? Did she even bother? She usually wakes me up if I oversleep. Confused I went to my sister's room she looked at me and yelled "Shouldn't you be at school?" I nodded slowly in confusion as I asked her where my mom went, all she told me was that she gone to work. Did my mom even know I had school today? Well sure I get a extra day off at school, but I HATE, oh god HATE missing school work it's a bitch and you're just going to end up missing up alot of important lectures, especially nowa days. Gah, oh well I'll be relaxing and I'm here writing this blog up while I'm doing something useful, cleaning the house.

Although I don't own Halo Wars, I'm really loving their OST. xD;

Yui Makino - Symphony

itsuka hanashite kureta ai no uta
It's because one day, that love song you told me...

itsumo itsudatte oboete iru kara
will be remembered always and forever...

te wo tsunaga tsuyosa wo kono mama shinjiteru
I can keep believing in the strength of holding hands...

jasumin no hana no kaori sotto yureta nara
if you gently release the fragrance of the jasmine flower.


kirakira kagayaite mabushii no wa kimi ga iru kara
It's because you're here that it shines so bright...

kakegae no nai mono
Something irreplacable...

sore wa kitto mune no oku afurete
...must be overflowing from the bottom of my heart.


hikaru houseki mitai yubisaki ni
Your fingertips are like shining jewels,

tooku hanareta basho ni mo todoketai
they can reach the most distant places.

sumikitta kuuki mo egao mo sono mama ni
The clear air and your smile stay the same,

kisetsu ga utsuri kawatte mo hikareau nante
even if the seasons change, we'll be drawn to each other.


setsunai kimochi nano koneko mitai kata wo sukumete
It's a painful feeling, when you shrug like a kitten.

tasogare no yuuhi ni kurumarete itai kara
Because I want to be wrapped up in the setting sun.

hitotsubu no namida to umi no iro wo maze awasetara
If you mix a teardrop with the colour of the sea...

yorokobi wo kanaderu nana iro no shinfonii
joy will sound, a seven coloured symphony.


kaze ni notte sora takaku
It'd be nice if it rode the wind high into the sky,

yozora no mukou made
beyond the night sky...

todoku to iina chiribameta hoshi wo atsumete
and gathered the scattered stars.


kirakira kagayaite mabushii no wa kimi ga iru kara
It's because you're here that it shines so bright...

kakegae no nai mono sore wa kono mune ni
Something irreplacable that is in this heart.

yagate asa ni natte
Before long it will be morning,

kyou mo asu mo tsuzuiteku kedo
today and tomorrow will continue, but...

futsuu no mainichi ga itooshiku omoeru no
...I feel these ordinary days are precious.


zutto dakishimete ite ne
Hold me forever, okay?



I love this song so much, it makes me think about how I should continue on for the one I love, I have some days where I doubt, but I know that each day will happen and good and bad days will come but in the end we're always going to be there for each other.

And yummy delicious Yui Makino's voice. xD

Asian Kung Fu Generation World World World Tour

Tour "World World World" pics from Ajikan's blog.

Gah! They should of made a DVD of this concert, knowing that I couldn't have been there I would at least wanted to watch it. ;______________;'



Gotoh preforming with a acustoic live? I'm hoping they had some videos of this concert...

Success!


I command you, you rike Ajikan NROW.
Source: http://blog.excite.co.jp/akg/

Incoming Friday!

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Exhaustedzzz.

So tired, today felt really shitty today for some reason I guess it's because my lack of sleep lately but that's mostly cause of some homework I forgot to do at the last minute causing me to stay up really late. Right when I got home from classes today I just dropped in bed and right after that split second fell asleep only to wake up with such a weird feeling, my whole body felt sensitive and weak but in a way it felt really good. Lol

So far a good day, loving that Fawn can understand some things I love to vent and she's always there for me, usually I really need someone to listen to or for someone to listen to me it just makes me know someone is there knowing that can understand.

School is really ridiculously stupid at times. <<;...

Mellow Day

Had a pretty mellow day at school, regular pretty tired than usual and will most likely be tomorrow too...

I came home ate some Alfredo and Pasta my sister made, it was really good. @____@

I talked to Fawn-Chan the whole day basically, webcammed and Skyped, I was in a rush to play with Jed and Matthew due to the fact that it might be sometime before we can all can on Xbox Live together to play some SF 4. So while on webcam with Fawn as she was falling asleep slowly I kept my eye on her for not to fall asleep so we can say our nightnights before we part for the night. While doing so I tried playing Jed's Ken, I got my ass whooped so bad it's not even funny. xD

I really do hope to play Matthew in SF4 soon! ^^

Old School SF Tournament... Funny in it's way to see how far SF got.


Tiger!Tiger!Tiger!Tiger!Tiger!Tiger!Tiger!Tiger!Tiger!Tiger!Tiger!Tiger!Tiger!Tiger!Tiger!Tiger!Tiger!Tiger!Tiger!Tiger!Tiger!Tiger!Tiger!Tiger!Tiger!Tiger!Tiger!Tiger!Tiger!Tiger!Tiger!Tiger!Tiger!Tiger!Tiger!Tiger!

Hen - Tie

It finally came! Thanks Fakku.net staff! xD
#75! Wewt



Oh, yeah since I was so eager to get Sakura's PE uniform on Street Fighter 4, I ended up downloading it off the Xbox Live Marketplace.




Yui Makino - Euforia

Guitar to fun, hate to procastinate.

Well, good day overall I woke up a tad bit late than I usually do I keep hitting snooze until I just snoozed so much my body got tired of waking up over and over.

Today was fun I planned out to go out and hang out with my buddies, Chris, Jed and Mark while we played guitar. Although it was more a bit more on the guitar side we made Mark feel welcome and let him feel more comfortable to open some topics and such. We played Senseless from Ajikan as well with Gekkou, we got a cover of Senseless to post up on Youtube but I can't post that up yet due to the fact we're going to end up doing a collaboration with someone and we're awaiting for her to get done with her side of the video which she's covering the vocals side. What really sucked is when we ended up recording our re-due of Gekkou from our old originally cover of Gekkou on Youtube it ended up being corrupted and being tired and exhausted we let it off not caring to continue since we think we did our better on our previous Gekkou cover.

We had some hot spicy epic noodle similar tasting to Kimchi Noodles, the spicy brand it was really good. @____@;

After we ate Mark left, leaving Chris, Jed and I, we played and took a break only to want to start learning Rewrite (Ajikan). We got most of the song down I got a lot of tips and help from my guitar buddy Chris which showed me a lot of important stuff about the chords of the song and how they're played. Soon after it got late and Jed went home only for me and Chris to watch some Brainiac videos on Youtube, that crazy weird British version of Mythbusters? Yeah that one.

We found a really funny one that we both took interest in.



Soon after I got picked up and went home, due to my procrastinating I did not do my homework over the weekend, a 5 paged reflections homework for English and a 5 paged research paper...


I talked to Fawn over Skype for our g'nights and luffs soon after I continued my paperwork.

Gosh I didn't think I'd be able to get done with how much time I had but I started as soon as possible. @____@; Now I'm typing this at 2AM on a school day great...

Fawn my girlfriend is starting her Spring Break this week I pray and hope she has a great one, I love you so much and she definitely deserves this break.



Gogo Sakura!

Street Fighter 4

Wow, I'm loving this game I'm already addicted... (360 and if you can and want to play me my GamerTag is "Sepheric")

The fighting system is very simple and the moves are limited for each character but with the mix up and system you can work with you really have endless amazing possibilities.

I main Akuma (or Gouki in Japanese terms) and Sakura.




Akuma is getting much easier for me to use trying to remember his specials and moves and so far winning alot of online matches. (Keep in mind I'm going against players on my level. @3@)




Sakura being a bit slow on the tad side it feels like Ryu but on a smaller range of hits, but I don't know really but I'm getting much better with her slowly. xD

I was really shaking when starting SF4 with Jed and Matthew on Friday of this week, and it showed I haven't played Street Fighter in a long time leaving me to do run and pokes, it was a really fun day yesterday, we ate, talked, had fun and hanged out with Matthew a buddy we usually don't hang out with after school and on free days due to like not really planning to hang out lately. xD *shrugs*

Online matches today included this one jackass where I heard him trash talking when I was using Akuma as he goes "Oh what a noob, cmon' cmon'." As I beat him with all rounds on my side, next game in the character selection screen he kept going "alright, alright go use Akuma GO." I didn't as I picked Dan, and as I saw him use his main character probobally, Ken.

Afterwards I was fooling around in the 1st round jumping up and down with Dan taking at least 3/4s of his health and losing it, 2nd round I started to act more serious giving him mix ups with lows and highs leaving him defenseless as I won that round. "Oh what a noob my finger slipped." he said, but not caring I went on with Dan as he unleashed his Ultra on me only for him and hear him say "Oh I got your bitch." I blocked it and left it alone only to finish him off with Dan's sexy Ultra as he leaves after that match. Harharhar, online Xbox Live community is really funny at times. ... *sigh* = =;

Fawn-Chan is having Spring Break from this upcoming week if you're reading this blog and you know her MSN, wish her a good Spring Break! ^^

Transparent Schoolgirl Uniform

Wow, I can't believe what she has to go through when going through the mob of people trying to get pictures, you don't see this in America often... or ever.

I wonder what's crossing and going through her mind at that very moment and heck when she steps out her door with that on knowing that people are going to crowd around her and take pictures. I can't imagine the first person that spots her then another person as it grabs their attention until it becomes a full swarm of people. xD Lol

Oh, Japan.

... Would you?

Thanks for SankakuComplex for source.

http://www.sankakucomplex.com/2009/03/13/transparent-uniform-micro-bikini-schoolgirl/#comments

Depressed? Mood Swings?

Wow, all I can say is that I don't know how to be feeling right now, nothing ever works out. During the days after school at home I seem to be really dull and mute to myself and it hurts me to even be feeling so down, normally I want to act positive and keep a great attitude to myself. It's been really taking into effect where I can't even have a good day cause I can just feel emotionally like crap during the afternoon after school and it slowly gets worse and worse only to build up to let me get tired and sleep it off waking up only realizing how stupid my actions were. To be honest I know I'm just tired and really grumpy but when at such a stage I'm like in berserk mode where I don't even know what I'm saying or doing when talking to people I can snap so easily. @_____@;;;

Gosh, I remember back a couple months prior to this day where I'd always stay positive and happy days after school but lately it's only on a rare occasion to trigger it, I need to step up my game and start looking life more on a positive side and keep myself happy.

I promise this starting from tonight, I must force or get myself into a positive or much happier attitude by tomorrow and help myself stay with one no matter how low my self-esteem is.

Let's go me! ><

I love you Fawn-Chan.

Thursday... School Stress

1st Period: Thanks to my first period teacher he let me off easy with such a easy start from getting my missing/absent schoolwork right off the bat. I asked him at the beginning of the period and he talked over with me what I missed and what to expect which took about a mere 1 minute. We watched a video and so far it's getting my attention, overall easy period.

2nd Period: I ask my English teacher to help me with what I missed and she refused telling me I'm responsible. I wasn't really informed and completely forgot about a book we had to pick for my Outside Reading essay leaving me to turn in a book tomorrow only to get 2 letter grade downs on what I originally get... so it's either a C, D, or F for me. She's such a stubborn teacher with no respect at all, her mood swings are frequent to, one moment she can just be normal and fine talking about her cat and such then out of nowhere when someone says one word during our free time she can snap and get mad at the whole class only for 5 minutes later talk about her cat once more. x_x I'm getting tired of her class.

3rd Period: Just owe some worksheets, regular lecture.

4th Period: I did a ton of work I didn't expect I could get finished... I had 5 Worksheets to do, now left with one for homework.

Lunch: Same old stuff eat then gtfo.

5th Period: We listened to the candidates for our school president etc etc. To be honest I'm not really interested to vote or care... Never really had school spirit to start with. After we heard the announcement our class headed out to the computer room, Jed and I sat next to each other and laughed most of the time... our weird make believe ways thinking we're going to bring this stupid ridiculous "Hyphy Movement" back... LOL and making retarded looking ad/posters up in our HS's walls... xD

6th Period: We're learning about some new oil pastel coloring really cool. @____@ ... I didn't get to start on the project cause I had to owe the previous project due to my absent days. T_T

I'll be talking to Fawn-Chan throughout most of the day, yaaaaaaaaaaaaaay. <3





I might end up grabbing SF4 from a buddy at school for 40$ looks really good, I had my doubts but I been watching a lot of videos lately and really got impressed. o_o

Can't go to sleep.

Goddammit... I'm sick and I have school tomorrow. What I end up hating after being sick from class for a long time is all the people asking where I have been and nagging about why I've been absent a lot. It tends to add up on my day usually building up to become a bad one.

My days after the last couple of weeks especially having to come home from class have been really annoying. Two buses and the last bus ride lasting over 30-40mins really tick me off, we end up picking up some middle school students near a local middle school that won't shut up. OH god how they are annoying they shout, cuss, pull the bus stop requester when they don't even have to leave yet stalling the bus driver... And this happens every single day it's only a matter of time until he breaks. Any who I'll try to get some sleep tonight.

Yay for my first serious post! xD

Insomnia has got me again. @____@



The new Halo Wars RTS that just came out has such a amazing soundtrack, check it out when you can.

Hello.

So liek, this is my first post...






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Poast.