Monday, March 30, 2009

Sum up last weekend of March.


Ah Pretty Shining Love! Yay!
Unbelievable~
I couldn't get this song out of my head for so long this weekend.

Boring dull weekend, but I'm pretty happy that I won't have to see my English Teacher as much this up coming week, she's only going to be at class for 2 days out of the 5 days we're at class. xD

But yeah, I was suppose to go to Guitar Center on the Sunday of this weekend. But after reading what happened on Jed's blog post I'm glad I didn't go. x_x;

Spring Break... almost here... and the Monday we come back we have a Holiday, so no school I'm really looking forward to Spring Break as a time to regroup mentally and even physically. Lots of planning and hopefully events during the break.

Saturday, March 28, 2009

Rest Galore


Well the weekend is here and I'm typing this up in the middle of then night, I feel quite refreshed even though I didn't have a good day school wise.

Well maybe it wasn't so bad at all, apparently my English teacher whom I don't really favor really likes the period I'm in, second period and gave us all doughnuts, they were really good except I thought I got myself a original glazed only to find out that I got a glazed doughnut with like 80% lemon filling in it, it was okay after a while but then it just ended up tasting like sweet melted candy inside my doughnut. ._.;

I was really disappointed on and about my grades from the transcript I got this Tuesday also the fact that I bombed and F'd a Law test yesterday in my 5th which really also made me feel bad and have a low self-esteem for the rest of the day... I'm just glad I can get a lot of naps and rest in before next week, and heck next week my English teacher isn't going to be at class for 3 days out of 5 in the week followed up by a Spring Break the week after! Yaaaaay.

I also talked to Fawn on the webcam a lot this Friday afternoon it was really fun. xD; Apparently she had a talent show at her school that she had to go to for 2 hours during class/period, heck it's worth it right? Watch a show instead of going to class... right? Well basically she told me she hated it cause it involved a lot of negative things in the show such as a strip poles, girls whoring their selves out by dancing dirty with R&B music talking about sex and drugs. Knowing that there was a Rally event after school today which I didn't even bother to go to, basically it's a series of preforming and to sum it up a talent show for the school and to show school pride. People walking around wearing school colors, talking about the rally, asking are you or not etc. Well I didn't bother to even go, I don't have much of school spirit to start off with in school and it seems only the kids in the spotlight as for as popularity and how many friends you have on Myspace ranks over inside and during the Rally.

Enough about school it's the weekend! Yay!

Cheers!

IRL Street Fighter XD

Wednesday, March 25, 2009

So. Exhausted.

Today I came home, I came home thinking I'd be able to do my house chores that require over 1 hour to finish. Sweeping, dishes, mail, trash, recycling sorting, rice cooking etc. But no, I laid down on my bed at 3:45 (yes, I get home late since I have to take two buses, the second bus being around a 30-40 mins drive.) due to exhaustion from today for some odd reason leaving me to wake up around 5PMish, I tried getting myself awake but I only got myself to my computer chair with my blanket over me to slowly fall asleep. Fell asleep on my chair for almost 20 minutes until I decided to do my chores. It's been over 3 days since my sister has joined me in helping me get the chores done, she's been sleeping all afternoon leaving me to do her chore work doubling mine. My body feels so vulnerable and numb when waking up from these afternoon naps, I think it's a bad thing seeing how I would wake up constantly in night the last 2 weeks messing up my sleeping time I would get before school. And oh wow hey, that's right I'm starting to even notice a trend in my classes, it's harder and harder to stay awake. _ _;

Well, tomorrow is Thursday, so it's almost Friday and the weekend will soon be here, and for sure I'm just going to spend most of it sleeping and resting up. Spring Break in 2 weeks, thank god.

Amazing Abel, I'm trying to perfect mine and hoping to get a joystick pad this summer if money rolls well.

Tuesday, March 24, 2009

Grades Grades Grades and Stress, what do you expect out of school?

Well, I got my transcript which had my grades for all my semesters of my entire time in High School and I'm really disappointed. I can have myself to blame due to this part cause I looked over my pass grades during Freshmen and some of Sophomore year where I didn't take my grades so seriously due to past family related problems such as drama and what my mom and step-dad had to do leaving me to do basically everything in the house, keeping it clean and what not. Sure you can say my sister could help but she was gone during my Sophomore and Freshman years of High School, my little sister would be with my parents all the time and my step-sister is rarely here at the house. That leaves me to basically take care of the house and mail, clean up, cook, and heck even the bills at times. It really makes me frustrated and angry on how hard I can work at home and not get any credit for it, and knowing that it would ruin my grades I still have to put up with the fact that I know I do and want better grades. It saddens me that I have to now owe a lot of credits and classes making my last year in High School the most stressful one and knowing that it's coming along to hit me soon as well expecting it to run and hit me now, I'm not going to look forward to the upcoming months.

Senior year is going to be one hell of a year for me, and I better get set and focused, I can't fool around anymore, not even the slightest bit on my school work and thankfully my parents are a bit more sorted in their financial status having them to stay home and take care of the house as well. I checked out my grades during this semester and they seem VERY decent, heck enough to get through HS and graduate but now with the hassle of having to get through and get my credits cause of my squished and mutilated schedule I had back Freshmen and Sophomore year at home I have to now take responsibility for the credits I must owe. I know that I have to get my grades really high next year to earn some credits, knowing that I'll be having a strict dull senior year really saddens me.

What really annoyed me is when someone asks for your transcript to check the front only for them to check and take a peak on the 2nd page with your pass grades without FUCKING asking, the fact that they don't ask is horrible. Heck beforehand when wanting to check someone else's grades on their transcript and compare them to mine I would ask first.

Oh hoho, and the counselor coming in our 2nd period really helped us, but it seemed like I was surrounded with a bunch of kids with their GPA's score perfectly fine, I seemed pretty anti-social at the time.

My Math classes with Mrs. Dickinson during Freshman and Sophomore year... sigh. I would ask for help but she would never assist me, what makes me wonder is why I even had the class where I should of been staying in the more lower level math during Freshman year, I had a much easier time in my freshman math class than the one I have been transfered to at the time due to this small test we got handed out to take to determine if we're to smart for the class or not, I did it and got bumped up a math level. I think to myself at times that it would of been really smart if I just F'd that test they handed out so I didn't have to transfer and run into a class where I had no fucking idea what I was doing, heck some rules in the lectures were some I should of learned in my PREVIOUS class I transfered out of, SO HECK I WAS BETTER OFF IN THAT LOWER MATH CLASS.

My English Teacher this year is a huge drag to, when I ask her what work I'm missing all she would inform me is that I should figure it out myself. What kind of help is that? I want to do the missing work, my absentses are excused, I'm ready to get the work. ... So why not hand it? She just ends up yelling at me to sit down at times and stop disturbing her class, her lectures are plain out horrible, it's more of a oral class where you get directions and you do your work, heck you could probobally take her class at home if you could she just hands instructions after all. All she would do is sit in class telling her class to be quiet as we sit down and stay quiet for the whole period as she would sit on her ass staying on the computer and even do internet shopping while she's at it. I know she has a rough life on her side seeing that she still lives with her parents and is taking some college courses while working... but still don't reflect it off the class or heck indiviual students like me. Time to time I would see her handing the work absent students need just cause they're a well known student in the class and preforms in plays etc. but chooses not to hand me my missing work for the class for some odd reason. GEE LOOK ITS A POPULAR KID I MUST LIKE HAND HER THE WORK CAUSE SHES POPULAR~~~ AND I HOPE I DON'T GET A BAD REP. HEY IT'S SOME AVERAGE STUDENT WITH A BELOW AVERAGE GRADES LET'S NOT CARE.

I would see kids cheerfully showing their transcript or heck brag about their grades and what they're ranked, I hesitate to even look at mine, just cause how bad it looks for the first two years and a half. I wish I had better grades.

lol, westmoor high school, lol.

I can't wait to graduate and get over High School and go off community college and owe and take care what I have to do there, and not go through this school which includes immature, egotistical, banwagon hoppers.

lol, high school.

Oh and what pisses me off the most is when a AP student at the school would think they're smarter and they have a much harder time with their classwork and shouldn't be compared with other lower classes. Just cause you have a AP for that certain class doesn't mean you're smarter or better than one whom doesn't take AP. I would hear them brag and brag about how hard their work is cause they're taking AP and how they know soooooooo much more than a non AP student taking the same subject.

Sigh, oh well.

Cheers to the next couple of months, and I'll hope for the best.

Monday, March 23, 2009

Asian Parents

God I love this video. xD

Wat School

Okay, well I was ready to begin my new week by going to school, got my clothes ready, towel for my shower in the morning all planned out next to my bed. I usually hear my alarm clock ring @ 6AM then snooze till' 7AM. Yeah I know that's pretty weird, but getting up and having to set my alarm on snooze over and over every 15 mins starts to get me up slowly.

So basically I woke up, dazed, I noticed there was more sunlight than usually outside the window, I thought to myself "huh... wh-what time is i-" Suddenly I looked at the time, I yelled out in shock "WHAT THE." Dazed and not paying attention I jumped out of bed making sure my alarm clock time was right I ran towards and only to check my Ipod's time... yes it was 9AM... Yes I was late to school. Hey, maybe the reason my mom didn't wake me up was because she was oversleeping too right? No she wasn't at home at all I walked on over across the hallway to check up on my mom in her room and all I saw was a empty bed and nothing on it. I wondered, did my mom forget to wake me up? Did she even bother? She usually wakes me up if I oversleep. Confused I went to my sister's room she looked at me and yelled "Shouldn't you be at school?" I nodded slowly in confusion as I asked her where my mom went, all she told me was that she gone to work. Did my mom even know I had school today? Well sure I get a extra day off at school, but I HATE, oh god HATE missing school work it's a bitch and you're just going to end up missing up alot of important lectures, especially nowa days. Gah, oh well I'll be relaxing and I'm here writing this blog up while I'm doing something useful, cleaning the house.

Although I don't own Halo Wars, I'm really loving their OST. xD;

Sunday, March 22, 2009

Yui Makino - Symphony




itsuka hanashite kureta ai no uta
It's because one day, that love song you told me...

itsumo itsudatte oboete iru kara
will be remembered always and forever...

te wo tsunaga tsuyosa wo kono mama shinjiteru
I can keep believing in the strength of holding hands...

jasumin no hana no kaori sotto yureta nara
if you gently release the fragrance of the jasmine flower.


kirakira kagayaite mabushii no wa kimi ga iru kara
It's because you're here that it shines so bright...

kakegae no nai mono
Something irreplacable...

sore wa kitto mune no oku afurete
...must be overflowing from the bottom of my heart.


hikaru houseki mitai yubisaki ni
Your fingertips are like shining jewels,

tooku hanareta basho ni mo todoketai
they can reach the most distant places.

sumikitta kuuki mo egao mo sono mama ni
The clear air and your smile stay the same,

kisetsu ga utsuri kawatte mo hikareau nante
even if the seasons change, we'll be drawn to each other.


setsunai kimochi nano koneko mitai kata wo sukumete
It's a painful feeling, when you shrug like a kitten.

tasogare no yuuhi ni kurumarete itai kara
Because I want to be wrapped up in the setting sun.

hitotsubu no namida to umi no iro wo maze awasetara
If you mix a teardrop with the colour of the sea...

yorokobi wo kanaderu nana iro no shinfonii
joy will sound, a seven coloured symphony.


kaze ni notte sora takaku
It'd be nice if it rode the wind high into the sky,

yozora no mukou made
beyond the night sky...

todoku to iina chiribameta hoshi wo atsumete
and gathered the scattered stars.


kirakira kagayaite mabushii no wa kimi ga iru kara
It's because you're here that it shines so bright...

kakegae no nai mono sore wa kono mune ni
Something irreplacable that is in this heart.

yagate asa ni natte
Before long it will be morning,

kyou mo asu mo tsuzuiteku kedo
today and tomorrow will continue, but...

futsuu no mainichi ga itooshiku omoeru no
...I feel these ordinary days are precious.


zutto dakishimete ite ne
Hold me forever, okay?



I love this song so much, it makes me think about how I should continue on for the one I love, I have some days where I doubt, but I know that each day will happen and good and bad days will come but in the end we're always going to be there for each other.

And yummy delicious Yui Makino's voice. xD

Saturday, March 21, 2009

Asian Kung Fu Generation World World World Tour

Tour "World World World" pics from Ajikan's blog.

Gah! They should of made a DVD of this concert, knowing that I couldn't have been there I would at least wanted to watch it. ;______________;'



Gotoh preforming with a acustoic live? I'm hoping they had some videos of this concert...

Success!


I command you, you rike Ajikan NROW.
Source: http://blog.excite.co.jp/akg/

Friday, March 20, 2009

Incoming Friday!

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Tuesday, March 17, 2009

Exhaustedzzz.

So tired, today felt really shitty today for some reason I guess it's because my lack of sleep lately but that's mostly cause of some homework I forgot to do at the last minute causing me to stay up really late. Right when I got home from classes today I just dropped in bed and right after that split second fell asleep only to wake up with such a weird feeling, my whole body felt sensitive and weak but in a way it felt really good. Lol

So far a good day, loving that Fawn can understand some things I love to vent and she's always there for me, usually I really need someone to listen to or for someone to listen to me it just makes me know someone is there knowing that can understand.

School is really ridiculously stupid at times. <<;...

Mellow Day

Had a pretty mellow day at school, regular pretty tired than usual and will most likely be tomorrow too...

I came home ate some Alfredo and Pasta my sister made, it was really good. @____@

I talked to Fawn-Chan the whole day basically, webcammed and Skyped, I was in a rush to play with Jed and Matthew due to the fact that it might be sometime before we can all can on Xbox Live together to play some SF 4. So while on webcam with Fawn as she was falling asleep slowly I kept my eye on her for not to fall asleep so we can say our nightnights before we part for the night. While doing so I tried playing Jed's Ken, I got my ass whooped so bad it's not even funny. xD

I really do hope to play Matthew in SF4 soon! ^^

Old School SF Tournament... Funny in it's way to see how far SF got.


Tiger!Tiger!Tiger!Tiger!Tiger!Tiger!Tiger!Tiger!Tiger!Tiger!Tiger!Tiger!Tiger!Tiger!Tiger!Tiger!Tiger!Tiger!Tiger!Tiger!Tiger!Tiger!Tiger!Tiger!Tiger!Tiger!Tiger!Tiger!Tiger!Tiger!Tiger!Tiger!Tiger!Tiger!Tiger!Tiger!

Monday, March 16, 2009

Hen - Tie



It finally came! Thanks Fakku.net staff! xD
#75! Wewt



Oh, yeah since I was so eager to get Sakura's PE uniform on Street Fighter 4, I ended up downloading it off the Xbox Live Marketplace.




Yui Makino - Euforia

Guitar to fun, hate to procastinate.

Well, good day overall I woke up a tad bit late than I usually do I keep hitting snooze until I just snoozed so much my body got tired of waking up over and over.

Today was fun I planned out to go out and hang out with my buddies, Chris, Jed and Mark while we played guitar. Although it was more a bit more on the guitar side we made Mark feel welcome and let him feel more comfortable to open some topics and such. We played Senseless from Ajikan as well with Gekkou, we got a cover of Senseless to post up on Youtube but I can't post that up yet due to the fact we're going to end up doing a collaboration with someone and we're awaiting for her to get done with her side of the video which she's covering the vocals side. What really sucked is when we ended up recording our re-due of Gekkou from our old originally cover of Gekkou on Youtube it ended up being corrupted and being tired and exhausted we let it off not caring to continue since we think we did our better on our previous Gekkou cover.

We had some hot spicy epic noodle similar tasting to Kimchi Noodles, the spicy brand it was really good. @____@;

After we ate Mark left, leaving Chris, Jed and I, we played and took a break only to want to start learning Rewrite (Ajikan). We got most of the song down I got a lot of tips and help from my guitar buddy Chris which showed me a lot of important stuff about the chords of the song and how they're played. Soon after it got late and Jed went home only for me and Chris to watch some Brainiac videos on Youtube, that crazy weird British version of Mythbusters? Yeah that one.

We found a really funny one that we both took interest in.



Soon after I got picked up and went home, due to my procrastinating I did not do my homework over the weekend, a 5 paged reflections homework for English and a 5 paged research paper...


I talked to Fawn over Skype for our g'nights and luffs soon after I continued my paperwork.

Gosh I didn't think I'd be able to get done with how much time I had but I started as soon as possible. @____@; Now I'm typing this at 2AM on a school day great...

Fawn my girlfriend is starting her Spring Break this week I pray and hope she has a great one, I love you so much and she definitely deserves this break.



Gogo Sakura!

Saturday, March 14, 2009

Street Fighter 4

Wow, I'm loving this game I'm already addicted... (360 and if you can and want to play me my GamerTag is "Sepheric")

The fighting system is very simple and the moves are limited for each character but with the mix up and system you can work with you really have endless amazing possibilities.

I main Akuma (or Gouki in Japanese terms) and Sakura.




Akuma is getting much easier for me to use trying to remember his specials and moves and so far winning alot of online matches. (Keep in mind I'm going against players on my level. @3@)




Sakura being a bit slow on the tad side it feels like Ryu but on a smaller range of hits, but I don't know really but I'm getting much better with her slowly. xD

I was really shaking when starting SF4 with Jed and Matthew on Friday of this week, and it showed I haven't played Street Fighter in a long time leaving me to do run and pokes, it was a really fun day yesterday, we ate, talked, had fun and hanged out with Matthew a buddy we usually don't hang out with after school and on free days due to like not really planning to hang out lately. xD *shrugs*

Online matches today included this one jackass where I heard him trash talking when I was using Akuma as he goes "Oh what a noob, cmon' cmon'." As I beat him with all rounds on my side, next game in the character selection screen he kept going "alright, alright go use Akuma GO." I didn't as I picked Dan, and as I saw him use his main character probobally, Ken.

Afterwards I was fooling around in the 1st round jumping up and down with Dan taking at least 3/4s of his health and losing it, 2nd round I started to act more serious giving him mix ups with lows and highs leaving him defenseless as I won that round. "Oh what a noob my finger slipped." he said, but not caring I went on with Dan as he unleashed his Ultra on me only for him and hear him say "Oh I got your bitch." I blocked it and left it alone only to finish him off with Dan's sexy Ultra as he leaves after that match. Harharhar, online Xbox Live community is really funny at times. ... *sigh* = =;

Fawn-Chan is having Spring Break from this upcoming week if you're reading this blog and you know her MSN, wish her a good Spring Break! ^^

Thursday, March 12, 2009

Transparent Schoolgirl Uniform


Wow, I can't believe what she has to go through when going through the mob of people trying to get pictures, you don't see this in America often... or ever.

I wonder what's crossing and going through her mind at that very moment and heck when she steps out her door with that on knowing that people are going to crowd around her and take pictures. I can't imagine the first person that spots her then another person as it grabs their attention until it becomes a full swarm of people. xD Lol

Oh, Japan.

... Would you?

Thanks for SankakuComplex for source.

http://www.sankakucomplex.com/2009/03/13/transparent-uniform-micro-bikini-schoolgirl/#comments

Depressed? Mood Swings?

Wow, all I can say is that I don't know how to be feeling right now, nothing ever works out. During the days after school at home I seem to be really dull and mute to myself and it hurts me to even be feeling so down, normally I want to act positive and keep a great attitude to myself. It's been really taking into effect where I can't even have a good day cause I can just feel emotionally like crap during the afternoon after school and it slowly gets worse and worse only to build up to let me get tired and sleep it off waking up only realizing how stupid my actions were. To be honest I know I'm just tired and really grumpy but when at such a stage I'm like in berserk mode where I don't even know what I'm saying or doing when talking to people I can snap so easily. @_____@;;;

Gosh, I remember back a couple months prior to this day where I'd always stay positive and happy days after school but lately it's only on a rare occasion to trigger it, I need to step up my game and start looking life more on a positive side and keep myself happy.

I promise this starting from tonight, I must force or get myself into a positive or much happier attitude by tomorrow and help myself stay with one no matter how low my self-esteem is.

Let's go me! ><

I love you Fawn-Chan.

Thursday... School Stress

1st Period: Thanks to my first period teacher he let me off easy with such a easy start from getting my missing/absent schoolwork right off the bat. I asked him at the beginning of the period and he talked over with me what I missed and what to expect which took about a mere 1 minute. We watched a video and so far it's getting my attention, overall easy period.

2nd Period: I ask my English teacher to help me with what I missed and she refused telling me I'm responsible. I wasn't really informed and completely forgot about a book we had to pick for my Outside Reading essay leaving me to turn in a book tomorrow only to get 2 letter grade downs on what I originally get... so it's either a C, D, or F for me. She's such a stubborn teacher with no respect at all, her mood swings are frequent to, one moment she can just be normal and fine talking about her cat and such then out of nowhere when someone says one word during our free time she can snap and get mad at the whole class only for 5 minutes later talk about her cat once more. x_x I'm getting tired of her class.

3rd Period: Just owe some worksheets, regular lecture.

4th Period: I did a ton of work I didn't expect I could get finished... I had 5 Worksheets to do, now left with one for homework.

Lunch: Same old stuff eat then gtfo.

5th Period
: We listened to the candidates for our school president etc etc. To be honest I'm not really interested to vote or care... Never really had school spirit to start with. After we heard the announcement our class headed out to the computer room, Jed and I sat next to each other and laughed most of the time... our weird make believe ways thinking we're going to bring this stupid ridiculous "Hyphy Movement" back... LOL and making retarded looking ad/posters up in our HS's walls... xD

6th Period: We're learning about some new oil pastel coloring really cool. @____@ ... I didn't get to start on the project cause I had to owe the previous project due to my absent days. T_T

I'll be talking to Fawn-Chan throughout most of the day, yaaaaaaaaaaaaaay. <3





I might end up grabbing SF4 from a buddy at school for 40$ looks really good, I had my doubts but I been watching a lot of videos lately and really got impressed. o_o

Can't go to sleep.

Goddammit... I'm sick and I have school tomorrow. What I end up hating after being sick from class for a long time is all the people asking where I have been and nagging about why I've been absent a lot. It tends to add up on my day usually building up to become a bad one.

My days after the last couple of weeks especially having to come home from class have been really annoying. Two buses and the last bus ride lasting over 30-40mins really tick me off, we end up picking up some middle school students near a local middle school that won't shut up. OH god how they are annoying they shout, cuss, pull the bus stop requester when they don't even have to leave yet stalling the bus driver... And this happens every single day it's only a matter of time until he breaks. Any who I'll try to get some sleep tonight.

Yay for my first serious post! xD

Insomnia has got me again. @____@



The new Halo Wars RTS that just came out has such a amazing soundtrack, check it out when you can.

Wednesday, March 11, 2009

Hello.

So liek, this is my first post...






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Poast.